MacOS Bug Fix: Disappearing UI in later levels, fixed!!
Hi all,
Small update to fix Mac builds which had a bad Unity rendering bug. Thanks everyone so much for your patience on this, it is now fixed! If you still have issues with the main menu and the final levels disappearing, please let us know.
Best,
Iris & Llaura
End of 2022 Wrap Up
Well well well, the end of 2022 is finally here! It’s been a pretty wild year, but undoubtedly a good one.
We have some little presents for you all, holiday gifts from us to say thank you to our wonderful team and to our fans. Everytime we see people talk about If Found, or draw us art, or write things about it it really means the absolute world.
First, we have a new trailer! With voiceover from Llaura, and animation by Carla Lennon, an amazing 2d animator, based on drawings by our own Liadh Young. And the whole trailer was edited by Kat Foyle, who is themself a wonderful artist (more on that later).
We really wanted a trailer that highlighted some different elements of If Found that hadn’t received as much focus in previous promotion! Obviously If Found is a game that hits pretty hard in places, but we’ve never wanted it to feel like a Sad Trans Game. Ending with something hopeful and giving Kasio a bright future were really important to us, so we want people to know that those feelings are also part of the experience. KASIO LIVES.
But a trailer isn’t the only cool thing we have to show you! You might remember from previous years that Dreamfeel likes to commission art for the team for Christmas, as a little present for ourselves. It’s also a wonderful way to get to work with some great creators! So this year we have not one but two fabulous treats for you!
First is our holiday card, designed by the amazing Kate Escolin, who you can find on her website ([https://www.kateescolin.net/](https://www.kateescolin.net/)) or on twitter at tinygreensart. She does beautiful soft drawings, and we loved her art of Kasio so much. Plus she was amazing and gave us two versions, the one we used for the card and a special bonus version.
And then speaking of talented artists, we also got a fab drawing of the team by Kat Foyle, based on the film shoot we did back in April. There’s nothing as fun as seeing yourself through someone else’s eyes!
As we’re writing this the Steam Winter sale is up and coming, starting on the 22nd. It’s a wonderful chance to pick up If Found if you haven’t already! Or if you know anyone who’s been on the fence about it, this might be a good opportunity. If Found has only had the reach and impact it has because of word of mouth, so every time you tell someone about it it really helps us out.
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A fun bonus interlude! We had our end of year team party on Thursday, and one of our Dreamfeel traditions is to do a secret santa of digital cards. Everyone gets someone else on the team and makes them a little drawing. It’s absolutely lovely, and the cards are always funny and thoughtful and interesting and we all love them. In fact, they’re so good that I feel like I just have to share them with you! I’ve redacted names and personal messages, so if there are obvious gaps in some of the cards that’s why. Blame me, not the amazing artists who made them!
And then also we played Gartic Phone, which is one of the best team games ever made, and a couple of particularly funny drawings got saved out, so I’m adding those in too. Are they funny even without context? IMO, Yes.
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Dreamfeel is in the middle of a project that we can’t talk about at all, really, but I do want to take a moment and say that this year has been a really remarkable one. It hasn’t been without struggles, of course. Game development is hard. There’s always the unexpected. You do things, and then sometimes you look back and realise that maybe there was an easier way you could have got to point D, but you’ll never be sure if you would have reached it at all without detours through B and C. If Found itself is a good example of that, that’s art.
I’m so proud and delighted to be working for Dreamfeel, and so incredibly thrilled with what we’re going to have for you next. Part of that is what we’re working on. I think it’s so special, and interesting, and it’s a story that’s really meaningful to me in different but equal ways to If Found. But most of it is the team itself. The people who make up Dreamfeel are amazing, each and every one of them, and I feel so lucky to have colleagues as compassionate and brilliant and thoughtful and generous as I do.
We tend to think of games as products, but as Llaura likes to say, games are also records. An encoded history of the time that the people who worked on them put in. We want our game to shine not just because it’s a good story with beautiful art, but also because the people who worked on it put love and care and labour into it, and were able to do that while being safe and happy. There’s so much joy in being able to shape an experience with your own hands, and I think that we found a lot of that joy working together over this year. So here’s to 2023, and to the hard work and delight that it will bring.
I hope you can all find something that moves you the same way in your lives, and I hope that someday I’ll run across the beautiful and special things you make and be delighted by them.
With best wishes for the upcoming year <3
Eve and The Dream Team
November 2022 News Roundup
Hey hey!
I hope you’re all doing well. Lots has happened since the last time we posted, so let’s get started! An old concept of Kasio and Colum at the breakfast table. I still love the idea of Kasio drawing herself in multiple ways, sometimes detailed and beautiful, sometimes a scribbly mess. There's some real emotional truth there!
Announcement Video
A screenshot of the annoucement video with doodles by Liadh drawn on top.
Our biggest news of the year came out at the end of July (as Eve and Bri were on a plane to Washington DC…). As part of the 2022 Annapurna Showcase we released a video about the studio and announcing that we’re working with them again! If you haven’t seen it already, you can check it out here. We’re keeping most of the info about the game itself under wraps for now, the better to surprise you later, but the video is a really fun look at the team itself, and a chance to talk about our overall philosophy and the way we like to work together. Plus the shoot was soooooo much fun! We had a blast making it, including climbing the Dublin Mountains to the HELLFIRE CLUB.
We’re delighted to work with Annapurna again, and you’re gonna flip when we share more details. The game is going to be amazing.
Smithsonian
An image taken by Brianna Chew at the Smithsonian event, showing people playing the game and Eve behind the table.
Back at the end of July two of the team members, Eve and Bri, went over to Washington DC to display If Found as part of the Smithsonian American Art Museum’s Arcade Event. It was an absolutely amazing trip, and they had a ton of fun in DC. It was also such a pleasure to get to show the game to lots of new people! And the event was fabulous too. The other games on display were really cool, and there were old arcade cabinets on display as part of a historical exhibit, which was brilliant. If you’re in the DC area and you get the chance, you should absolutely attend next year. We really appreciated everyone who stopped by our table. We got so many wonderful reactions, and it was really really special to see people enjoying the game in person. Thank you so much to the organisers for making it happen, to the other exhibitors for being great company, and to everyone who came by!
Triennale game
A screenshot of CONTACT by Llaura McGee.
And then! A third big thing! Llaura made a game as part of the Milan Triennale collection!
CONTACT was released at the end of September, the final game in a really fabulous group of short interactive experiences. CONTACT will be an absolute treat for all If Found fans, a lovely parallel piece that I think you’ll find very resonant. The whole collection is available on steam AND it’s FREE! How can you cay no to that?
Living Wage Commitment
Dreamfeel has also been working behind the scenes to do the best we can to help make our industry better. Last month we signed an agreement with Game Workers Unite Ireland, promising to commit to a living wage for all our employees, contractors, and anyone we work with. And we can’t wait to work with them further. We want games to be a sustainable industry for everyone working in them, and we hope that being loud and public about our decisions will encourage others to follow our lead. You can read the excellent statement Llaura made at the signing here, it says everything we want to say very clearly.
New Website
With all these new and exciting events happening, we thought we should make sure Dreamfeel had a nice shiny new website to go with them. It’s still a bit of a work in progress, since we need to add some more pages, but what’s there certainly looks good! And given everything that’s happening with social media right now, it’s nice to have a permanent place where you can always find us.
https://dreamfeel.ie/
Future Plans An old screenshot of a colour test we did for the Break In chapter in If Found.
We’ll probably have another update for you at the end of the year. There are some fun things in the works, and we also want to have a look at issues people have been having with If Found and see if we can get a fix for them. But we’ll talk more about that when we have more to say.
For now, we hope you’re all in good form, and that 2022 has been kind to you!
Talk soon,
The Dream Team
Two Years Plus!
Hey all!
Can’t believe If Found… has been out for two years already! We’re really proud of our little game and everything it’s achieved. Most of all we're super happy that folks are still discovering it and enjoying it! We’ve received so many wonderful reviews and kind words, AND fanart! Did not expect to see our characters created and recreated by others! So we can’t thank you all enough for loving this story as much as we do. :3
(An older drawing of Kasio looking eagerly at a piece of cake with a candle in it.)
Valerie Dusk commission
To celebrate we reached out to an amazing game maker, Valerie Dusk, who built us an really cool and unique commission: A 3D vignette inspired by the astronaut sections of If Found… You can explore it for yourself here.
(A screenshot of the Valerie Dusk commission.)
Smithsonian
In other exciting news, If Found… is going to be in the Smithsonian! In literal DAYS.
We’re part of this year’s Smithsonian American Art Museum’s Arcade Indie Developer Showcase, which is an amazing opportunity! It’s on Saturday the 30th of July (11:30 a.m. ET to 7 p.m. ET), and you’ll be able to come by and play the game, as well as chat with two of the team, Eve & Bri.
We’d really love to meet any fans who are in the area so please drop on by! There are going to be some other amazing games there too, check them out! https://americanart.si.edu/events/saam-arcade
(An early concept by Liadh with a tiny Kario floating in space looking at a black hole, one of the images that inspired Valerie Dusk.)
Side Project!
Right now Dreamfeel is focused on our next big game after If Found… but Llaura has had the chance to create a littler game on the side recently for the Milan Triennale. And even better, it's free!
The Triennale game collection is an amazing showcase of small games by really talented designers, and Dreamfeel is absolutely delighted to be a part of that. Our game is called CONTACT and it shares a lot of DNA with If Found. It’s a personal story by Llaura inspired by growing up trans in Donegal in the North West of Ireland with sci-fi elements (hmmm, that sounds familiar….). The art style has a collage vibe and the mechanics are kinda new and strange, so we can’t wait for people to play.
The first game in the collection, Wade, is out now, with the second coming tomorrow and the rest getting updated into the game/app over the coming weeks. Contact is the last game in the collection, and it’s going to be added at the end of September!
(An image of Shans from the original If Found... demo.)
Pride. protest. being seen. seeing others before you can see yourself.
June (and now July) has come and gone, and while Pride might be over in name, it continues to be essential to the lives of LGBTQ+ people around the world. Pride started as a protest, and with current circumstances being what they are, it’s essential to keep that spirit of revolution and activism alive. Trans & Intersect Pride Dublin happened here in Ireland a few weeks ago and it was really awesome to see everyone on, the trans folks and pals.
There are a lot of people in the world who would like LGBTQ+ people to vanish completely, and it’s vital we make sure they never get that opportunity. It’s so important that we get to see ourselves and each other as more than we are sometimes made out to be, to recognise all the wonderful and varied kinds of people that are part of the community, and to give ourselves space to be full and complete. Happy, joyful, furious, grieving, passionate and brilliant. And when we make ourselves seen, when we let other people see us, we give them space to see themselves, too. Sometimes you need to know that a possibility is out there before you can claim it for yourself.
(A very old drawing with the text "If Found Please Return" and a drawing of Kasio.)
Irish Awards Imirt, the Irish Game Developer’s Association, held an award ceremony for their 2020 awards at the beginning of last December. They were kind enough to give If Found… three awards: for Best Narrative, Best Game Audio, and Game of the Year. It’s a real honour to be recognised by our peers like this. It was also really nice to be able to send the audio award to Eli in the UK & Matt in the States (Imirt graciously made us two awards specially!).
(A photo of the If Found... awards.)
Text bug:
Lastly, we’ve been getting some bug reports of text missing, etc. This seems to be happening on m1 macs most commonly. While we’ve had to focus on our new game, we still love If Found and even more importantly we want to make sure everyone gets the best experience possible, so we hope we can look into this very soon. If this has happened to you, reach out on the forums and we’ll see what we can do.
We hope that you’re all safe and well in these difficult times. Take care of yourselves and keep playing games!!
(A photo of Liadh standing outside the Hellfire Club from 2015 on our first ever research trip for If Found....)
Eve, Llaura & Dreamfeel Team <3
Happy new yearl! Happy FIFTY PERCENT SALE.
If you’re celebrating the holidays or have time off, I hope you’re enjoying it! Right now this sale is the perfect time to get the game. One thing that really surprised me looking into who buys if found, is that a lot of people gift it to others, which is pretty rad.
So, Dreamfeel is on hiatus over Christmas, but I just wanted to share a piece of If Found new year’s art by @birdf00d:
Before we left the virtual office last week, we did a secret santa where you had to make a card for someone else on the team. Here’s Liadh’s drawing of Alex’s bossy n cute cat, Cagney:
And here’s another one from Liadh, cos I love it:
Last year was a really good year for Dreamfeel and I can’t wait to show you #dreamfeelnext, here’s the team all chatting about it.
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There are two more If Found surprises we’re hoping to share in Jan/Feb, so keep an eye out!!
Take care! Llaura
Happy new yearl!
If you’re celebrating the holidays or have time off, I hope you’re enjoying it! Right now this sale is the perfect time to get the game. One thing that really surprised me looking into who buys if found, is that a lot of people gift it to others, which is pretty rad.
So, Dreamfeel is on hiatus over Christmas, but I just wanted to share a piece of If Found new year’s art by @birdf00d:
Before we left the virtual office last week, we did a secret santa where you had to make a card for someone else on the team. Here’s Liadh’s drawing of Alex’s bossy n cute cat, Cagney:
And here’s another one from Liadh, cos I love it:
Last year was a really good year for Dreamfeel and I can’t wait to show you #dreamfeelnext, here’s the team all chatting about it.
There are two more If Found surprises we’re hoping to share in Jan/Feb, so keep an eye out!!
Take care! Llaura
Patch notes - Update December 8th, PC build only
Hey everyone! We're putting out a little update to fix a few tiny things that had been on our wishlist for ages! None of them were ever game-breaking but we think adjusting them will make for a smoother playthrough.
Here's a list of what we did: - More info on game controls and options on booting the game for the first time. - Added a controls screen to options menu - Both of the above indicate that the 'f' key can erase everything onscreen automatically - Faster load out of credits - Credits loads directly into the bonus scene - Bonus scene says 'thanks for drawing' at the very end
It wasn't possible to do a mac build at the moment, but hopefully we'll get to do it next year.
We might have another cool news post before the end of the year, but until then we hope you all had a good 2021, under the circumstances, and fingers crossed 2022 will be better again.
Oh and before we go, we really excited to share that we won three more awards last week! If Found... received three awards at the Imirt Game Awards, which are for the best games released by Irish developers. We won Best Narrative, Best Audio and Game of the Year. And congrats to Romero Games and Manuel Correia as well, really lovely company! :3
All the best, The Dream Team :D
PS. Check out Vadim who made the gorgeous art above that we commissioned! You can find on twitter here: https://twitter.com/ChangoPongo and insta: https://www.instagram.com/chango_pongo/
Dreamfeel Development Update - August 2021 Transcript
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Hey everyone,
Back again with another update video. This time around, we're joined by Bri, who worked with us on If Found... and is back on board for Dreamfeel NEXT. We talk about the development progress as always before letting Bri tell you a bit more about herself and her role on the game, we answer a question about getting into writing for games and Llaura chats about 10 years of A MAZE. Until next month,
Take care, Team Dreamfeel --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Glossary of Contents:
1) Introductions
2) Development Updates
3) Meet Bri!
4) Writing for Games
5) New video series
6) A MAZE
7) Shoutouts
8) Wrap-Up
Introductions
Llaura:
Hey! welcome to our next update which is our August update on everything we did in July basically. I'm Llaura. I'm the Director, Co-writer at Dreamfeel. Eve, do you want to introduce yourself?
Eve:
I'm Eve, hi yeah. I am the Co-writer and Producer for Dreamfeel and yeah, lovely to be here again!
Llaura:
Bri, do you want to introduce yourself?
Bri:
Hi! I'm Bri. I work on kind of general unity stuff and rigging and posing and stuff like that.
Llaura:
Cool yeah, we'll jump into it in a second. Bri worked on If Found... with us. She came in the summer before we released and had a really awesome impact on the game and then last but not least, we have Alex who does all our video stuff and will edit out all this dead air whenever it happens
Alexandra:
True, true!
Development Updates
Llaura:
So, we will start with what we did and then we'll chat, Bri, about what you do specifically but we'll just have a general chat about what we did this month. We'll just jump right in! So, I think we mentioned in our last update which was only like three weeks ago, maybe it was less, I think we were a bit late with that one that the script had just been finished so that was a huge milestone we hit and actually I think we're gonna start including like little progress bars so like bzzzt, 100% for script draft 1.0 and now script draft 2.0 is at like 15% bzzzt.
but once you have kind of the full picture of a game, that's when you can really start shaping it. So ,I think probably the comparison with If Found for this was, I would say September of 2019, was when we had a full draft that was fairly decent. So, what was working or was not working in script draft 1.0, Eve?
Eve:
Well there was one character who definitely didn't work. The Poochie of our new game.
Llaura:
Yeah that's what I've been calling poor Lorcan. We added this character who had to be in every single scene and then when he wasn't in a scene, everyone had to be asking "Where's Lorcan?". That was because Lorcan was added late because we thought we needed this other character and we had already planned out all the scenes so we just put him in every scene basically but yeah, we don't need him. He's gone, no Poochie.
Eve:
I think his name still exists, maybe for a side character because I quite like the name Lorcan.
Llaura:
Yeah, there'll probably still be a character named Lorcan.
Eve:
Yeah, they will be mostly irrelevant.
Llaura:
The interesting thing about this game as compared to If Found... as a little tidbit is that we have a large main cast. It's not ridiculously big but there's half a dozen main characters whereas If Found, Kasio was the main point of view and you could say Shans/Anú is almost as big but not really whereas in this game, there's six main characters at least right now who have almost equal points of view.
Eve:
It's true!
Llaura:
That's a big reveal!
Eve:
Yeah, I guess it is. Figuring out how to juggle that and how to make sure that all of those characters have time and space to develop has been a really interesting challenge. We are not quite there yet but we get closer and closer.
Llaura:
I think the other thing that this 1.0 draft has let us do is see what areas we need for the game. I think since finishing it over July, one of the big story changes was changing the setting in that we've kind of streamlined it rather than every single scene happening somewhere completely different. We are more gonna be based around a kind of central theme of settings, which means we'll get the game done sooner which is nice but also thematically, it works a lot better than what we've been working on. It goes back to what we planned at the start of the year and the end of last year except now we have a really clear sense of how the story progresses. That's a big thing and then on the development front, we're kind of splitting work into three streams basically because we're all working on Unity which is like part of the reason why Bri is here, to help us with unity and stuff. As well as originally, it was animating and posing but also Bri can just do so many things. It was just like "oh yeah, help us with this".
The trick with having lots of people working in Unity is lots of people stepping on each other's toes and having to redo bits and pieces so with this latest draft of the script, we find all these scenes are being rewritten now, this implementation isn't exactly what we wanted. So, to avoid that going forward, even though our script is fairly tight, besides the writing is going to be changed. We are moving to just having the art be done separately from the whiteboxing. So we've mentioned whiteboxing before. It's where you plan out a level. So, our plan over the rest of this year to whitebox the entire game so we get it done by December and have everything playable, except it's going to look horrid. It's going to be all cubes and then at the same time, our team will be working on on all the environments and we're not going to worry about meshing those together until next year. That's next year's problem but it means the art is gonna be what we expect the environments to work like but we're not gonna be trying to get the mechanics to work essentially yet um. So, that's two streams. The third stream is just polishing the mechanics with one area basically where the art is how it should be and that's a big change. Any thoughts not from a production point of view, Eve?
Eve:
It makes a lot of sense and hopefully it will help to smooth things out. It certainly means that you and I can kind of speed ahead Llaura, which is nice. Just kind of rapidly iterate on various scenes and stuff and check the script and see how it feels to kind of play that, which is really nice because a lot of time when you write something for games, you can write it on the page and it seems fine and then you play it and you're like hmm no!
Llaura:
We finished the build last week actually and I didn't think we were going to finish one because I wasn't happy with how the mechanics were working but we did that thing where "Okay, here's just the environments and you can see them and walk through them", which is really nice and then I just put in the white box as its own little scene and that white box plays really well. You can see how the cameras work and all the different effects but it's just ugly you know and funnily enough that scene, it's not going to exist as it is in game so if we spend time putting art in that and everything would have been just wasted time.
I'm looking forward...we're gonna have the first act done this month so in terms of white box alpha, here's our next progress bar. We're, I'd say, five percent done and hopefully every month we get another 20% done so that by December, we have the whole game done and then next year is working on beta! Programming wise, we have been developing tools and such and effects and everything. Not much we can talk about. We improved the dialogue tool a lot and and I think while we didn't get it done for last week's build, I think we have it going forward and you got all the dialogue into that scene afterwards so quickly or how the speech bubbles work specifically.
Eve:
Yeah, it's it's a really strong improvement. It will make our lives a lot easier so thank you Tim!
Llaura:
So then, that's all our development things. Script 2.0, 15% percent and i don't know... how long do you think that's gonna take? I think like three months or so, we should definitely have that pretty tight.
Eve:
I think the way we're planning to do it is a little bit more like we'll write a scene and then we'll put it into a whitebox and then we'll write another scene and put it in. So, the script itself might take a bit longer but it'll also be more polished because each scene will have at least one immediate revision.
Meet Bri!
Llaura:
So Bri, I thought it was cool to get you on board. We mentioned you last time. You're back with us now about six weeks or so. Maybe two months?
Bri:
Yeah, about that!
Llaura:
You used to be with us. You probably did the colour of the image that's behind you didn't you?
Bri:
Yeah, I did!
Eve:
and for me!
Llaura:
and the colour of Eve's one too. That was awesome.
Bri:
Yes, all of that.
Llaura:
Bri is responsible for a lot of the colouring in the game, specifically scenes that were fully coloured. The house one was really good and then you also did lots of Unity for If Found... What else did you do on If Found...
Bri:
I did nearly pretty much all of the menus and the UI for that.
Llaura:
You did something we posted on Twitter recently, a hundred different versions of the logo that we didn't end up using.
Bri:
Oh so many! So, so many!
Llaura:
I actually really liked some of them. It's a pity we didn't get to use them.
Eve:
They were very stylish.
Llaura:
You were very much a generalist. You can do a bit of everything. I know you through Dublin and through specifically, you went to TUD and did games there. So, you got like a grounding in game design as well as you kind of specialize in art yourself. What kind of stuff are you interested in doing?
Bri:
I kind of really enjoy being a generalist. I kind of just like taking whatever's thrown at me and being able to learn whatever I need to and adapt to different skill sets because I personally believe that nearly every part of game development is very interesting to me. So I like to have a hand in whatever.
Llaura:
The last day you were looking into cloths which is really cool so we have a very realistic looking cloth that looks awesome.
Bri:
Yeah, we got we have some really cool cloth physics right now. So, it adds to the cool movement of the scenes and characters.
Llaura:
I mean, maybe we should just wrap everything in cloth. Go full Journey, have cloth everywhere.
Bri:
Oh god!
Llaura:
You also do loads of commissions online and stuff in between...like you weren't working with us for a bit but we're happy to have you back.
Bri:
Yeah in my personal time I take commissions on Twitter and stuff. I mostly do single image characters or I kind of bounce around and I've been doing a lot of Twitch commissions and stuff for people. which is really cool.
Llaura:
Is that profile pics and emojis or what?
Bri:
Emotes, overlays, any assets needed for Twitch stuff. Stuff like that.
Llaura:
Cool!
Bri:
It's been really fun!
Writing for Games
Llaura:
I think that's the main things. We had one question to talk about, I guess. It was about how to get into writing in games. Alex, is that correct?
Alexandra:
Yeah, that was a question I didn't see in time for our question time last time around.
Llaura:
Eve, you probably have a lot of good insight on this one.
Eve:
Oh boy, it's hard is the first thing and it can be very discouraging. There are a lot more talented writers than there are decent paying jobs in games. So, the main things I would say are make your own games and they don't have to be fancy. Use Twine or Ren'Py or Bitsy. Bitsy is really good, highly recommend it and just try writing little stories because you'll learn a lot as well about pacing and stuff. Pacing in games works super differently to other mediums so it's it's definitely good practice and then send your C.V. out a lot. Oh god, sorry I have so many friends who are game writers and who are...I don't know
Llaura:
Underemployed?
Eve:
So talented and so underemployed and I'm just like "Please, I want all of these people to have lovely jobs".
Llaura:
You talked about something there. I think to get the job, you need to have the material to show for it. There's not necessarily a games writing degree you can do or anything and even if you did, what would matter is still what you can show off it. So, it really is what you create but I think if you are into games and care about games and writing and such, I think the most important thing is you creating anyway so rather than go and work for some AAA company where you write one character's backstory or something, just make your own games and put them out there. It's hard to make a living at it. It's hard to make a living in the 21st century but you don't have to make a living at it to do it. If you can because it also doesn't pay very well unfortunately. So if you do it at all, that's a success.
Eve:
There was a good thread on Twitter recently of writers talking about where they get their income from and some quite famous writers, writers who win awards and stuff were like "Yeah, writing's not my day job. I write novels in my free time and I also do this other thing and it can be a bit startling if you're just kind of a fan you think "Oh, I assumed you were making money" and it turns out no because writers don't make any money.
Llaura:
My favourite gamemaker and potentially my favourite writer is Stephen Murphy (thecatamites) and he's making the ...of the Killer games at the moment. They're so good! He sells his games but he doesn't make a living at it and he very self-consciously doesn't want to join the industry and make a living at it in that way. So, there are other avenues. Obviously maybe not as many people are playing his games as are playing Apex Legends, I don't know, I mean obviously but yeah I think if you make art, it's like it's cool to have a big impact on fewer people.
Eve:
Capitalism and our culture in general tends to devalue stuff that is not done for money and that doesn't make a profit, that isn't seen by tons of people but there's so much value in all art and community-based art is the much more historical and traditional version of art. Art that you make for your friends, for your family, that's how most people in generations past made art. So, there's nothing to be ashamed of if that's what you can do to tell the stories that you want to tell. You should absolutely do that and it's very beautiful.
Llaura:
Even if you do want to make a living out of it, you still have to start with doing it for free.
Eve:
It's true, it's true!
Llaura:
I saw someone on Twitter talk recently about how you shouldn't work for someone who's kind of self-financing and that's a pretty hot take but in a lot of ways...
Eve:
It's amazing!
Llaura:
I think "be careful about it" because it's very easy to guilt trip and to get people to work extra hours and do all this extra stuff and not pay for it or "Oh, we'll do revenue share!" or something and it's like right yeah... just if you're going to do it, do it that you own it yourself. So, rather than doing it for Joe Schmo, if Joe Schmo is sharing it equal with you, okay cool!
but if they're saying "Oh, I'll pay you five percent of what we make". I'll just make my own thing.
Eve:
Yeah, that is good advice.
Llaura:
Ok!
Eve:
I thought it was going to be a much spicier take than it actually was. Just don't fall for scammers who say "Please do all my work for me".
Llaura:
They don't think of themselves as scammers but...
Eve:
No, it's true.
Alexandra:
I was also going to say as well we shared a Twitter thread a couple weeks back of writing resources.
Llaura:
Oh really?
Alexandra:
Stuff to get started in the industry so I will put those in the show notes.
Llaura:
Yeah, awesome!
Alexandra:
...for anyone who's interested.
New video series
Llaura:
So Alex, what's up with you this weather?
Alexandra:
New series potentially starting very soon as well. Kind of an interview or chat series that we're hoping to get the first episode out next week or the week afterwards. Yeah, it's really exciting to add another new format to the YouTube stuff and hopefully you'll all enjoy it.
A MAZE
Llaura:
A MAZE was 10 years old, the berlin festival, so they had on past winners such as myself. I won the Grand Prize for Curtain so it was really cool to chat with everyone and what's really neat about that is the person who wins comes back the next year and judges the the following year's games so there's a real through line and they definitely pick games outside the norm, often indie games space can be very American-centric. A MAZE, one of the big focuses is getting just the sheer highest number of different countries involved as possible. They do great stuff reaching out to various countries. They have a really strong connection with South Africa in particular but they reach out across the globe to get developers from different kind of communities which is cool.
There's obviously a big European focus as well, continental Europe, and then we're nominated for the IGDA awards this month and we were nominated for the GDC awards which is very fancy. We didn't get to sit at the fancy dining tables as it was in San Francisco. I did that once, I sat with a friend who was nominated for the IGFs. It's so strange and then all the plebs are in the seats at the back. It's so silly!
but it's fun, it's like it's a celebration of cool indie games stuff and speaking of which, Annapurna had their direct last week. It was a really cool celebration, they had a really good line-up so I'm very excited to see what comes from Annapurna. It's a interesting startup!
Alexandra:
Ragtag publisher! (what I meant to say but word soup just came out instead - editor)
Shoutouts
Eve:
I wanted to shout out that I was part of a game jam that ran for a couple months and it finished last month. It was for the Otome game jam and so you can go play it. It is a cute little game called Fated about working in a café and dating Shakespeare characters. I had a lot of fun working on it.
Llaura:
You did the art for it, right?
Eve:
I did some of the background art, my friend AK did the character sprites. They are really, really good and I also wrote one of the characters.
Llaura:
Cool, that's awesome!
Eve:
Yeah!
Llaura:
and that's with the the Vow Together people, right?
Eve:
Yeah.
Llaura:
Sweet! Bri, do you have any last shout outs?
Bri:
Go support No Longer Home.
Eve:
Yeah!
Alexandra:
Yeah, there we go!
Llaura:
No Longer Home is out now. I'm excited to play it. I mean I love all of Cel's and Hana's games and Eli worked on If Found. They also do great stuff so three really awesome non-binary game devs and they also worked with a bunch of other really rad people and made No Longer Home. I played the demo and it was really good so I am excited to play the full thing and it's so cool to see it come together.
Eve:
It's been a really nice journey following the Kickstarter and stuff so yeah i'm just proud of them for getting it out.
Llaura:
If you like queer games, if you like narrative games, if you love Kentucky Route Zero there's a lot of Kentucky Route Zero influence in it but it's definitely its own thing. It's such a unique sense of space and world and the characters are just so real. It's two non-binary characters after college being like "What the hell do we do with our lives?" or "What happens now?".
Eve:
If you have any answers, I'd like them please.
Llaura:
I mean, college must be a while ago for you, Eve. I know we're the Millennial generation. We're still dealing with it.
Eve:
yeah no, college was ten years ago. Let's not talk about it.
Llaura:
Can i go invisible? oh my god! Whoosh!
Wrap-Up
Llaura:
Take care everybody, we'll see you soon. We'll see you in four or five weeks for the next one!